hey you.
long time...i know.
finals are over! YAY! raped some, bombed some...o well its past now (yes!).
soooo lets see...this winter break is going to be spent at my first sikh camp (22-28) and then i have no clue after that....but i'm looking forward to the boredom lol.
[anyways...i've gone through so more family drama recently and its really been teaching me alot. I've learned that I'm Nita. I have my own opinion and no matter what other people think, my opinion doesn't change. I'm Nita. I learn things from my own experience, even though i always thought watching other people's experiences could get me by. I'm Nita. I'm one little person on this WHOLE planet that God has actually given attention to. amazing. imagine all the ants on this earth, and helping one of them to survive by not smashing it with your shoe. imagine that you're that ant.
In school, at home, at the mall, wherever,..we all go through such crap..its so dumb. But I think all this crappy crap is a necessary evil. how else do we learn and grow and mature??
I've also realized that I'm alone, we all are..but that its ok. You really don't need anyone. Cause there not always going to be there the way you thought they would. But its ok. It really is. Its all about perception...how we perceive our life and the crap that goes on in it. I think if we can train ourselves to see the glass half full then the crap will go away...even though its really still there. Optimism works like a big eraser almost. You focus your attention on the good, and its almost like the bad just disappears. cool, huh?]
anywayssssss...I'm starting up TAFE (Texas Association for Future Educators) again next semester with Mrs. Ritters (Life skills teacher). First meeting will be in January...try to come!! and no...u don't have to want to become a teacher to join the club...you just have to want to appreciate them. they're really not THAT bad you guys...seriously.
so what'd u guys think of this "dirty" pic. of me and this crazy pimpette (on the left)? lol..luv ya amy!!
...haha...me and my randomness....alrity i'm outz for now.
Happy Holidays!
*neets* |